Thursday, December 2, 2010

Just Another Manic Monday...and Tuesday...and Wednesday...

I've not blogged this week because it's been...well, MANIC. We had the kids all weekend and Thanksgiving so many times. Our state gymnastics meet is this weekend, and we are counting down the days at school until semester exams. I'm constantly thinking about Christmas and the decorating to do and the presents to buy. I have term papers to grade and clothes to wash and tests to make out and sewing to do and clothes to pack...and in the middle of my "drama" I find out that one of our students has actually thought about suicide.

How sad. How incredibly sad. To be so young and feel so hopeless. I can't imagine feeling so alone. Even in the darkest moments of my life---and some have been pretty black---never did that thought occur to me.

When I was student teaching, one of my students shot himself and bled to death on Valentine's Day. All these years I have wondered if things might have turned out differently if he had been able to talk to us--it was Friday,though, and everyone was ready to leave and I had a doctor's appointment. It taught me a lesson though. I've never turned a child away if he said he needed to see me --- and I won't.

At a time when life seemed just a little overwhelming, I am reminded of my goal of ThanksLiving. I'm thankful that we have clothes to wear, that I have a job, that my skills are needed and/or desired, that my children and grandchildren are healthy, that we have traditions to follow and are making new ones,  that I have money to buy gifts with, that our girls are doing well in gymnastics, that I have a vehicle that needs its windshield de-iced and needs gas, that I have a house to decorate and invite my family into, that all of us know that peace of having a support system through our family, friends, and church, and that we all serve an awesome God.

Thank you, God, for the many blessings in my life!!

I really want to put a picture of my Christmas trees (no typo --- we have 4) and put on here, but my modern-day technology is not cooperating. Maybe later...

Ok...it's LATER! How cool is this? We have our own Christmas forest :)

3 comments:

Rachel said...

The new family picture is wonderful!!

4 Christmas Trees...I.LOVE.IT!!

Tina Turner Leath said...

Love the Christmas picture. I begin building my forest tomorrow..........too many trees.........to little time! Love to you all.

Lisa Williams said...

Good luck on your forest, Tina! Love y'all.